Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Need you now

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor

Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now

Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now

 

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door

Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now

Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now

 

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now

I just need you now

Ooo, baby, I need you now

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Maybe. Just maybe....

You're seconds away from losing me, dear.

Yes. You don't have to deal with me. Finally.

I'm done choosing.

I choose to stay away from you.

I choose not to hurt the friendship.

You're the greatest friend that I could've ask for.

Thank you for always listening

to my babble.

to my tears.

to my anger.

You're there, you always there.

That, I can't thank enough.

I can't talk to you while the unstoppable drum roll playing in my heart

I can't be by your side while having a hard time to control my mouth

I can't be whole-hearted friend while my heart keep on rattle when you're around

I just can't.

If this has to reach an end, a simple period

let me be the one taking those thousands steps away.

By then, maybe one day, I'll finally say those magical words.

The one reason I walking away.

Maybe.