Felt like hurtly beaten up but couldn't put it in words.
Felt like crying but seems that I'm not allowed to do so.
Too scared to share because it's hard.
No matter how stubborn I said it won't matter, it actually matters.
Have you ever felt abandoned?
Have you ever felt like no matter how hard you try you will never be good enough?
It hurts. It's awful.
Have you ever felt like people see you as a ticking bomb of bad attitude?
Ready to blow and bring so much disaster.
That they just wish you won't be around as soon as possible.
It hurts. It's awful.
So awful that you can be crazy enough to leave everything behind. Without second thought. Put a stop.
You supposed to be you who never listen to any of it.
You supposed to be you who don't give a damn.
Unfortunately, it's only the ideal.
The truth is you listen. You give a damn.
And then you fell hurt. And you feel overhelmly awful.
Felt like crying but seems that I'm not allowed to do so.
Too scared to share because it's hard.
No matter how stubborn I said it won't matter, it actually matters.
Have you ever felt abandoned?
Have you ever felt like no matter how hard you try you will never be good enough?
It hurts. It's awful.
Have you ever felt like people see you as a ticking bomb of bad attitude?
Ready to blow and bring so much disaster.
That they just wish you won't be around as soon as possible.
It hurts. It's awful.
So awful that you can be crazy enough to leave everything behind. Without second thought. Put a stop.
You supposed to be you who never listen to any of it.
You supposed to be you who don't give a damn.
Unfortunately, it's only the ideal.
The truth is you listen. You give a damn.
And then you fell hurt. And you feel overhelmly awful.
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