Monday, August 28, 2017

I'm not OK

The fact that You let me get through this twice in a day, means I'm badass enough to handle both.
Yet You knew, I'm in pieces.
I'm trying so hard to hang in there
So I don't have the chance to hide it from You.

To sink-in all at once, have gone a little bit harder than what I expected.
In contrary, You knew this bound to happen.

When they look me in the eye, no one would have a glimpse of what happen inside
Because I, myself, is a pretty good liar.
But You?
Rather than adding my list of lie to You, I'll put it in words.
"I'm currently not ok. And I can't predict how long I will not be ok.
Right now I just keep on telling myself, "Hangin there, shit(s) do happen!"

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