Need you now

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor

Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now

Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now

 

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door

Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now

Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now

 

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now

I just need you now

Ooo, baby, I need you now

Maybe. Just maybe....

You're seconds away from losing me, dear.

Yes. You don't have to deal with me. Finally.

I'm done choosing.

I choose to stay away from you.

I choose not to hurt the friendship.

You're the greatest friend that I could've ask for.

Thank you for always listening

to my babble.

to my tears.

to my anger.

You're there, you always there.

That, I can't thank enough.

I can't talk to you while the unstoppable drum roll playing in my heart

I can't be by your side while having a hard time to control my mouth

I can't be whole-hearted friend while my heart keep on rattle when you're around

I just can't.

If this has to reach an end, a simple period

let me be the one taking those thousands steps away.

By then, maybe one day, I'll finally say those magical words.

The one reason I walking away.

Maybe.

You are........

You're the one who used to turn my blue in to yellow

Cheer me away from my mellow

You're smilling in my anger

Suck but it soothe me, somehow

You're my sanity in my lunacy

Knowing the only way to cope me is doing the contrary

You're one and you're the only

Clearly!

For sure it's not about my mind anymore

It's about you and your falter

Bye!

Here I am, struggling with my self

Here I am, can't let my self drowning

Slumped in another river of fragility

Hysterically, I want to shout it

But lately, I did tell you

through a whisper up to a clear noise

Yet, you don't realized any of it

Or you don't want to hear it

Or you pretend to be deaf

Or you just way too senseless

Or probably all of those reasons

I know all of it

Still, I miss you, bad.

And I'm going to feel this way even longer

I don't want to regret any of my words

So I better shut my mouth

And stop telling you how much I missed.

Bye!

If..

"If he didn't chase you when you walk away,all you need is just keep walking"

 

Should I walk away?

Is it the time for me to just let it go?

Or should I stay?

Are you really worth for my every struggle?

She...

What crossed people's mind when they look at her...
Did she look so tough and hard?
Did she look so arrogant?
Did she look so unapproachable?
Yes she did.
She is indeed tough, hard, arrogant, and unapproachable.
It's her way of protecting herself from getting another hurt.
But did they know?
She's sensitive that it's way so easy to torn her in to pieces.

Go tell something bad about her, she'll give you the "I don't care" face.
But at the same time she starts breaking on the inside.

Go make her friends's back turn away from her, she'll give the "I'm fine" look.
But at the same time she can't even hold herself up.

Go make her fall for you and dump her right away, she'll yell at you.
But at the same time she's actually drowning.

Outside, she is tough.
Inside, she is anything but tough.

So don't think everything went easy for her just by putting her tough face.
She thinks too much that sometimes she can't even stand right.
You think you know, but you don't know.

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Semua rasa lepas bercerita

Sedih..senang..marah

Aku selalu ingin bercerita

Meski tak semua nyatanya tertumpah

Satu yang tertahan tersimpan

"Aku cintanya kamu........."

 

Ini aku yang lambat tersadar

Kamu punya tempat tak terganti

Ini aku yang teramat menyesal

Terlambat mengerti rasa ini apa

Ini aku yang sangat bersalah

Terlalu sibuk bertanya mengapa

Ini aku yang tak bisa memutar kembali waktu

Ini aku yang ingin berteriak perlahan

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